Not just a dream.

Thursday-
Woke up with my tears down my cheek, with my pillow wet.
I dreamt.

In my dream, i was happily chatting with a friend of mine in a tall, big business building.
Suddenly we heard screaming, crying sounds around the office.
"It's coming.What should we do??"
"God,please save us!"
"Doomsday has come!!!"

Outside the office windows, we saw fire everywhere..The earth was quaking...The lands and skyscrapers were collapsing one by one...We saw people down there were running for their lives but most of them just vanished in front of our eyes.

I panicked and cried. I got nothing to do but prayed.
Perhaps God heard us, everything stopped just in front of our building.
No fire, no earthquake...We're safe!!

The dream was like 3 minutes short, everything happened very fast yet so real...
In that morning, i feel thankful for everything..........

According to the dream dictionary:

Doomsday

-To dream that you are living on, and looking forward to seeing doomsday, is a warning for you to give substantial and material affairs close attention, or you will find that the artful and scheming friends you are entertaining will have possession of what they desire from you, which is your wealth, and not your sentimentality.

-To a young woman, this dream encourages her to throw aside the attention of men above her in station and accept the love of an honest and deserving man near her.

Escape

-To escape a disaster means you will escape damage from a rumor, or a lie, that throws your character in a false light.

Eat Pray Love

"To lose balance sometimes for love is part of living a balanced life."

By Elizabeth Gilbert

A quote that makes me drift into deep thought...
Though just a few words,but it had answered my question that i couldn't find the answer for 2 years....

Insomnia

My heart feel 'sour' today....

I am tired,but i couldn't sleep...
I wanna sleep,but i couldn't sleep....

Suffering for insomnia for past 2 weeks,and i thought these few days had showed improvement,but it seems it just gave me few days rest so that can continue torturing me.....

Tempted to take muscle relaxant(coz i have no sedative pills) just to make myself to close my eyes,
but my rationality keep telling me that is considered as drug abuse,i shouldn't do it....

But,Issshhhhh.....It is damn suffering......

Oh please,just let me sleep............

The Puss in Shrek~~*adore*

When Puss was thin and fit...

I admit i don't really like cats....But the Puss is just too cute to be hated....




When Puss put on weight..>.<

"Hey donkey,can i borrow your tongue??"
He is so cuteeeeeeee......=P

Su Peen prefers when he was thin,but i like his 'new' look in Shrek Final Chapter....
So chubby...Feel like pinching his face...XD

So yes,SHREK FINAL CHAPTER is out!!!!!!!!!The last episode is still FANTASTIC as the previous 3 Shreks.....=) Enjoy people!!

Food trip of 7 hungry ghosts in Sitiawan..^_^

A very fine Sunday morning,7 hungry ghosts were craving for “Fuchao” food…
And then their journey had begun. =)


Well,they can fly but they chose to drive,coz they're low profile...
So here you go,
"Handsome" driver,Adrian sii


A cute passenger,Lois and a cuter passenger who was the camerawoman...XD


Plus the "little red riding hood"


Surrounded by the nature...


Blue sky and white clouds…



After 2 hours non-stop driving from Butterworth,they finally had reached Sitiawan~~^^



Ayer Tawar = Tasteless water???


Their pity tummies had made a few complains during the journey
and it’s time to “shut them up”…
They went to Restaurant Peking…


Yummy glass noodles


Fish + Pork + yam~~


The famous goru..(fish bladder)
Don’t yiew,don’t yak,coz it’s really very delicious…..
[The cute camerawoman missed taking the photos of popular red wine ‘misua’ and ‘ojian’ and soup with fuchao fishball
Fuchao fishball gives you surprise…=) ]


“Dang…dang”…..Introduce you the famous chili source,Kampung Goh..
Important ingredient to make the goru…



I guess u will believe the food were really awesome when you
see them kept stuffing the food in their mouth…hahaha..



~BEFORE~





~AFTER~


Well,since it’s a food trip and they are the hungry ghosts,so of course they can’t stop makan-ing…=P


Fuchao “Kampua”


Tasted like “wanton” XD


Shop that sell “Gong Biak” 光饼
They ordered 100 gong biak(50 meats + 50 onions) and it took 2 hours to get them ready so they decided to walk around..


They were in Lumut…jalan-jalan~(30 mins from Sitiawan)


Well,after that they changed their mind,
just got back to their cars coz the sun was too hot..
Don't forget,ghosts scare of sun....=P
Suddenly they remembered what they missed to eat in Sitiawan…..


~~~~CENDOLLLLLLLL~~~~
+ pulut….
Cooling…….
Luckily they didn’t miss it….=)



Cheap and Yummy~~~~




Since they still got time,they just went around..
Go Kart in Sitiawan…
If u think they were gonna play,sorry,disappoint you….=P
They are puteri lilin ghosts what…haha..


Suddenly the 7 full ghosts got the “interest” in mangrove =P
and their next destination-Taman Paya Bakau..


Paya Bakau….


Monkey that scared ah lois off….
Should capture lois’ freak out expression..Aiya!!=P


Checking for the next destination..
Luckily they got the holy guide..thanks,hui ling……...’s GPS..=P
And seemed like everyone wanted to have a look on Mini Greatest Walls of China..
JOm!!





Okay,they lost…They couldn’t find the Mini Greatest Walls of China…
They realized that the place is in P.Pangkor after hui ling rechecked the GPS.
“DENG………….” =.=
No wonder the GPS kept leading them to the middle of the sea….=.=


After going here and there,2 hours had passed.They went back to the biscuits shop..
First time seeing the process of making “gong biak”..
They stuck the biscuits on that charcoal oven.
COOLLLL~~~~



Their 100 Gong Biak had ready….=)

After paying for the "gong biak",the 7 full ghosts happily drove back to Butterworth.
Though it was s short trip,but they enjoyed the food and the relaxing trip...
"BURRPpppp..."sorry,too fulllll......=P

[THE END]

Story about "Gong Biak"/"光饼"

Once upon a time,a hero called 戚继光led his people to fight against their enemy..The hero knew the war gonna be long and tiring.And it would be inconvenient to build up kitchen stove to cook during the war.So he thought of 1 idea and he baked biscuits.(Cool right?A hero can bake…=P)
The procedure of making the biscuits was easy.After the biscuits had been baked,he asked the soldiers to tie the biscuits with them by using jute rope .The biscuits helped to fulfill their hunger and ease them in fighting against the enemy.
And now the biscuits have passed down to the generations and people called these biscuits as “Guang Bing” “光饼”

Need a BREAK!!

The sun was shining brightly these few weeks,
but my mood was like a rainy day..........

Today,somebody asked my why i look so gloomy nowadays,I wished i could answer him.
I tried to find the reason why i felt so blue,but i couldn't..
Suddenly feel very tired,very exhausted,
Physically and mentally as well...

Things that i do these few weeks weren't smooth,
Every time i start to feel relax and happy surely there is something that bothering me,
Every time i feel like i am gonna accomplish some works,and there is something that blocking my way..
I had tried to think positively,tried to convince myself that just take it as a challenge from God,
maybe He just want me to learn to be a better man,
but sorry God,maybe i ain't strong as u think coz all these had really made me going crazy.


Seeing people around me always have a smile on their face,
I tried to give them back a smile,but sorry guys,it seems my smiles weren't really genuine...
I didn't mean to show black face,i just don't feel like socialize....I'm sorry.


Suddenly feel like going somewhere there is nobody,
A place there is for me and myself,
I just need a BREAK!!!!!!!!!

A lame dream~~~~~ =P

"Faster hide yourself everyone!!!Faster go!!"

"What happen??

"I saw many monster are coming towards here....So just hide yourself!! (gasping for breath)

"Ya,i watched the news just now.The reporter said there are monsters coming to Butterworth.."

(Everyone screamed and frightened........)

"Okay,okay....don't panic now...Some of us use the furnitures to block the door,windows or any space that the monsters might come in from...And the rest just run up to second floor and hide yourself in the bed...Don't worry,we will be safe if we are staying in our bed...So,go now!!" I said

Few strong girls tried to use all the furnitures in the house to block all the door and windows...

"We have no empty bed already"

"What??ImpossIBle!!Where are our beds??

"The guys.....the guys....they are hiding themselves in our bed..."

"Isshhhh,they are so coward!!Let's go up together now..."

"Hey,why you guys so "chicken"....and u had heard about the news early but never informed us!!And now,u are sitting on our bed!!Isssh...."

"We are sorry,but we are just too panic....come,faster come in..we can squeeze together.."

"Ok,girls....let's squeeze awhile....until the monsters leave,ok??

(Well,this is the bed that we squeeze together....what so special about the bed??Actually nothing special...the body of the bed (the brown colour) just like the normal bed that made of wood...And the coolest thing of the bed is the glass (the blue colour)...Don't look down on the glass..It made of a super special glass which is bullet proof.....No bullet that can enter it...geng leh??hohooho...)

PIANG PIANG PIANG~~~~~~~

"Be quiet...The monsters had entered to our house"

"Are we gonna die???"

"I don't wanna die so young..."

*Crying*

"SHHHHHHHH....Quiet!!"

TAK TAK TAK~~~~~~~~

(Monsters were walking up to the second floor)

(Well,these monsters very 'in'....They even use HK417 Assault rifle......

But they look so dumb.....(the author really is a lousy artist) )

"We are candida....We are candida....Our mission is to destroy human being...DEstroy...DEStrOy..DEStRoY!!" said the monsters by using the typical robot voice.

PIANG PIANG PIANG PIANG PIANG........

"Arrrhhhhh"

"God,save us..."

"I don't wanna die...I'm still young and pretty"

"Shxt....Stop shooting....Dxmn it!!"

"My ears hurt.....Stop shooting!!"

"We should stop them...."I said

Yes,now it's the time....

I ran out from the bed and grabbed the First Aid box that on top of the cupboard while the monsters were uploading their bullets......

"What are u going to do with the First Aid Box?"

"Show you something!!"

(Using a topical antifungal spray and spray to one of the monster)

"ARRhhhhshhh.....Candida hurt....hhurttt...Hurrtt....Candida die....."

"CooLlllLLL~~~~~~~~"

"Come,Let's spray on them!!!hohohoho~"

Well,i guess i no need to mention the ending...............

Everyone was spraying the antifungal spray like spraying the artificial snow during christmas or new year parties....=.=

-THE END-

Actually the story was based on my dream this this morning.....

Sorry guys,maybe I sound abit "sexist" in the story....

Sorry for the lousy drawings,coz the author aint a good artist.....(but the drawings are really what i dreamt of in my dream loh...) =P

Sorry for making myself so heroic...But hey,i can't control my dream lah....so just bear with the story loh...hahaha....

I guess this is the side effect of studying.....=.=

Hopefully this is the hint for me that CANDIDIASIS will come out in my coming final paper......hohohohoho~~~~~

I need hugggie...

有时候一个拥抱，

一个吻，

胜过一切的言语。。。

My first experience of extraction!!=)

I EXTRACTED a TOOTH!!!!!!!!!!

Yes,i PULLED OUT a 48 (right third molar) which has severe dental caries!!!!

Without any mental preparation,
Suddenly,Dr.James,my oral surgery lecturer asked me to extract a tooth.....

And i don't know why i'm always so "lucky" to have a special patient as my 1st patient..

Well,what so special about my patient??

She is suspected to have oral submucous fibrosis (OSMF)

(OSMF is a premalignant condition..means usually patient has this condition will have increased risk of getting cancer.It usually caused by betel/areca nut chewing..means "槟榔")



But my patient is so unlucky,because she has no habit of areca nut chewing or smoking or any bad habits,and yet she has suffering for this disease.=(

This was the 1st time i saw a OSMF patient and i had the chance to feel the fibrous band that present in her oral cavity...erm,,,the feeling of touching her buccal mucosa and upper lip is just like stretching a rubber band...and she has a special shape of uvula,a hockey stick shaped uvula....

Well,the characteristic of this condition will be having restricted mouth opening.
Since my patient has the difficulty in opening her mouth and this was my 1st time,Dr.James helped me injecting the LA to the patient.

And he placed the forceps on the tooth and instructed me to hold the forceps and taught me the ways to hold it properly.

"Okay,push the forceps to lingually first"
"Well,now pull it to buccal side...."
"Try to rotate the tooth with the forceps.."
"Yes,good...keep going...keep going....go buccal again...go buccal again...."
"Yes,going to end....keep giving buccal!!"

AND,FINALLY,I'D PULLED THE TOOTH OUT!!
Phew~~~~~~


Pressing the socket by using the gauze,trying to stop the bleeding....
Then checking for any fracture of the extracted tooth,to avoid any fragments left in the socket...
Double confirmed,a complete tooth had extracted!!

Since the patient is suspected for OSMF,Dr.James asked me to be his assistant to help him take a biopsy from the patient's buccal mucosa.

Helping him to retract the mouth and controlling the light...
Seeing him using a surgical blade and did a smooth cut on the right cheek of the patient..
A small piece biopsy had done and it was kept in a formalin-filled bottle to be sent to the lab for investigation.This investigation is done to confirm the diagnosis of oral submucous fibrosis.

Well,even though i didn't do the complete extraction including injecting the local anesthetic this time,but the feeling of extracting the 1st tooth is so so so....erm..GreAt??
well,i know it did sound "scary",but anyway it was a small satisfaction to me,ok??!....=P

I wish i will have a chance to do a full procedure by myself next time.....
hehe....see who will be the "lucky guinea pig" then....oops,i mean my lucky patient...=P

p/s:Dr.James is really a good surgeon + lecturer....He built up my interest in surgery.And don't know why i don't wanna disappoint him,so i promise myself I will perform well in front of him in my next posting..... *crossed fingers* =)

Heart ill

Feeling feverish and dizzy.....
Probably my heart is "infected" again..........

Knowing the "causative agent",
but too bad,
this "toxin" is too strong to be destroyed,and besides, the" host" itself has a low immunity.... =(

Thought my heart will be immunized since it was infected so many times,
but seems like the "antibiotic" is not functioning well or the causative agent has developed the "resistance" to the antibiotic.....hmmmm

How nice if there is a "vaccination" for the heart......
coz i'm really hate the feeling of being "IIIIILLLLLLLLL" !!!

I need a good ZZzzzz!!!

I hate the alarm sound....
Coz everytime i nearly kissed the handsome prince in my dream and it wakes me up!!GRRHHH
To my handphone alarm,can you please wait for me to finish my lovely dream before u start yelling??


I hate the cocks crow outside my windows....
Coz their voices are just too irritating..and sometimes even crow at 3am!!
To the cocks,can you please crow with a nicer and pleasant voice??and do you need me to buy you a watch,coz i am wondering why u always crow at the midnight....


I hate the sky start turning bright out there.....
Coz the sunlight forces my eyes to open....
To Mr.Sunny,is it possible to show your face outside my window later than other windows,erm...around 1 hour??so that i can have a better excuse to tell my lecturers why i overslept...


I love my comfy bed....
To my lovely bed,do you love me??The time we spend together is less than 5 hours per day...So if you do <3 me,can you think of some ideas so that we can stick together longer....You never know it's so hard for me to get away from you...



Just woke up from the bed...mind is blur..eyes are heavy....
Don't know why i am writing this crapppssss....
Feel like taking benzodiazepine so that i can have a wonderful,peaceful good zzzzzzz.........
*Yawning~*

2010,here you are!!!

*BREATH~~~~~~~*


The smell of the year 2010 is so so so NICE~~~~~



(well,i cheated...actually just smell like the past years..... =.=")


Telling myself must write this on the last day of 2009 or on 1st of Jan 2010,but i still didn't manage to write it on time,WHY????????

coz,i am a super super lazy blogger loh......hohoho~~~~~

But who cares??I'm not earning $ from writing all these boring stories about my life,not writing it for people sake,not writing it because I'm still can't think of what to write.....so yes,it's late!!!!!! lalalala~~

Erm........Should i review my 2009??????



*MIND BLANK*...........


Oh gosh,i can't think of anything to write....

The only 1 thing that i can't let go is MY WEIGHT!!!!!!!!
Isshhhh,after coming to Penang,my weight just can't stop increasing......
Oh well,i'm just like a BALL now..........T________T


Fine,forget about my weight.......


Hmmm.....think carefully....
my 2009 really passed by just like that without leaving any footprints or tracks........
How pathetic??!! =(

Honestly,most of us just treated this year as honeymoon year and didn't study at all....All these while,we just played and had fun,without noticing the days just slip away through our fingers....
When we started to realize and wanted to grab it,it was too late for everything.....


REGRET!!!REGRET!!!REGRET!!!!!!!!

Well,i know,you wanna say it's too late to regret..

So,let's move on!!

Here we come,2010!!! =)

Many people say this year,'tiger year' will be a bad year....hmmm...i can't doubt it,coz everything might comes true,we will never know....

Just wish that everything in my life can as smooth as whip creammmm~~
Just wish that my family and friends can stay healthy and happyyiee~~~
Just wish that su peen and I can be as sweetest as possibleeee~~~(so greedy...=P)
Just wish that there is peace out there....No war...No disaster....Less global warming~~~~

Thanks to my great family who are being my mental support all these while...
Thanks to my lovely boyfriend who is being so considerate and tolerate with me....
Thanks to my wonderful friends who are always be there for me.....
Thanks to myself in everything.....(sounds so narcissism...=P)

Well,
my wishlist this year...

Short plans

• Reduce my super duber extra fats!!!! ( Oats,steamed vege,fruits,exercise,i love u guys!!)
  
• Study super hard for my coming finals!! (Shafer's,Davidson,Rajgopel,I need u guys!!)
• Planning my timetable well!!(well,this is the hardest,never planned my timetable though always say the same thing every years T_T )

Long plans

• Learn something new!! (Swimming,guitar,yoga,driving etc....hopefully won't say "wait" anymore to them)
• Make my 2010 more memorable than 2009!!
  

Hopefully I can fulfill my plans........ *crossed fingers*

Last but not least,

People,have fun and enjoy your 2010 till max!!!!!! ^____^

------HAPPY 2010-----